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All I want is to be who I want to be
To breathe the air that gasp mi free
To live the dreams my mind conceived
To see the world in love and peace

Let us not take love for granted
For many awaits the touch for hopes and inspirations
Dream. Dare . Do
Let the sun burns through the horizon and the stars to sparkle
Face each day with a smle for others
Never let yesterday's disappointment overshadow tomorrow's dreams....

*-=__It is not about loving a perfect person...
...but to love an imperfect person perfectly __=-*

***__________. dreams of the sparkled stars____::***

::_memories unforgottened_::
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
November 2004
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
October 2005
February 2006
March 2006
November 2006
December 2006
December 2007
May 2008

Monday, May 26, 2008

werid phenomenums.

its really werid. somehow I had managed to cry myself to sleep for a while last night and in the morning while going to the hospital, I realised that it had rained. The long wanted rain in the hot season. Mayb God did hear my pray and cried with me.

Mum cant get discharge today. She's still quite weak and not recovered enough to go home, and her ECG(sugar level) is quite high today, saw the nurse gave her quite a few injections. Pain.

Mum ask me why my eyes were puffy. I didn't know what to say, or how I should put it across, so I said I was allergic to the eye cream or some had went into my eye when I slept. Sat at hospital the whole day most of the time dozing off. Very tired and I dont seem to sleep well either, one small movement from my mum and I will wake up even though I know she's fine. Weird, even when im dozing off in the chair, tears were forming.weird.

Couldn't take it in the afternoon, ask my dad to send me home then i go back in the evening again. Back home, really tried to take a nap, but somehow after i lied down, i end up crying again. Weird, I dunno y. And strangely in the afternoon after I cried myself to sleep again, it started raining again. Guess next time when its very hot weather I should just try to cry myself to sleep so that will rain and people who are so scared of hot will not feel so horrible.

Cant concentrate to do anything. and now somehow Im crying again. Tears seemed to drip down so uncontrollably im wondering whether im really crying or something wrong with my eyes., cause I dont feel like im crying but some how i am tearing.

weird. I think im the weird one after all, I shoule be taken away from this earth.
::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
Monday, May 26, 2008